Forever

There is something inside my mind that I couldn't tell you,
because I scare that I would loss you.
There is a promises I would like to promise with you,
but for now I can't because I can't afford it.
There is something I would like to share with you,
but I can't because we both don't have common time to share of.
Somehow there is a promise that I can give you now,
which is no matter what we would encounter in future,
I would like to stay by your side.

Starting own business

Planning to start own business...
selling food?
selling accessories?
or others?
all also interested la...

no $$

Ah....no more $$ le....
wat should i do?

$$$

最近 $$$ 的诱惑越来越差了。。。
不知为何现在的人竟然对 $$$ 不感兴趣。。。
现在的社会究竟是怎么一回事啊？？？

Math paper...

Today's math was ok ok la....
can only answer half of the question only...
most of the others failed lo...
how?
pray to god la...
that is the last thing i can do now...

Another paper started today....

Today is my PA2 exam...
the essay was so terrible...
i got no point to write le...
wat to do?
juz simply write lo...
right after the exam...
my MUET teacher call me n ask me few question...
n from there i know...
my writing failed....
haiz....

Exam started...

Exam started today....
my listening was terrible...
the people who was talking was came from britain...
he talk so fast n i cant get wat he trying to tell me...
really headache la...

Exam coming again...

What should I do other than study to face my exam?
Isn't there anything else I can do?
I really got no mood to study lately...
T.T
I really in a bad bad mood,I also dunno the reason behind it.
Does anyone can give me some opinion?

The coming gathering with all my old friends...

Out of so many gathering...
dunno y i m so excited for this coming gathering...
i will be care bout how many people will attend,
who will be there n not...
for those who cant attend i will auto find them and find out the reason as well...
y a?
last time i used to be invited only...
but this time i auto help to invite?
issit the business that i join change my personal?
may be...
but y i cant used it in my business?
i m so confused now....

My exam result 1

Today i receive my exam result for certain subject la...
all r so...horrible...
the best also band 3
and average i get a band 2....
i dont think this is wat i want it since the beginning...
i must work smarter than before to improve to a higher band...

思念

思念究竟是什么？
对一个人无时无刻都会想起的一种感觉吗？
如果是的话，
我想，我还蛮思念很多人的。。。
可是如果是用在一个特别的人身上。。。
我想，非他莫属。。。
是谁？
那我没必要交待。。。
可是，可以肯定的是。。。
我一直没放弃过。。。
我知道当时错过了机会。。。
但我会为自己再次争取机会。。。
不管多么的困难。。。
我一定会为自己的目标努力奋斗。。。
我相信总有一天你会被我的努力而感动的。。。

Wat happened to me actually?

Actually i dunno wat happen lately...
the way i react is so much different from before...
i get less motivated...
and this is the thing i notice...
no matter how many book i read for motivation also...
it help only a while...
it cannot completely motivate me for a longer period...
y?
issit because i ady immune to those ady?
or juz becoz the real motivation i want is not wat i read?
since the day u left me alone...
i notice i started to react like this...
issit becoz of u r the one i needed actually?
or actually the motivation i need is juz u?

Small test tomorrow...

Tomorrow is chemist test le...
charm lo...
i know and i understand wat teacher explain...
but,unluckily i cant express well in the test...
Today i go to my teacher and ask for solution,
and she say,
u know where is ur mistake,
that is ady very good...
cause there r someone dont even know where is the problem occur,
she juz advise me to keep on practice and use more key word rather than juz build a sentences base on wat i understand without using the key word...
hmm..
look like i need to put more effort on this...

I Feel So sorry to my teammate...

Sorry to all my teammate (David,Tzyy Shuen)
Sorry to all my leaders (Patrick,Benny,...)
Sorry for everything...
I know i did a bad job this time...
i know u all r look well on our group...
I know...but sorry...
I have failed all ur hope...
Sorry...I'm really really sorry...
T.T

A day that make me feel so stress....

Today i feel very very stress....
no matter wat problem come to me...
i will be so frustrated....
i will get angry and juz walk away...
i really unable to control my emotion very well today...
haiz...

心死？还是放下了？

一直有一个问题缠绕着我，
我的心真的死了吗？
还是我放下了呢？
一直以来，只要他跟谁特别的要好时，
我都会吃醋，
可是昨天我却没有这感觉，
难道是因为我感觉到他们不是“走”在一起的关系？
还是我的心已死？
还是我放下了呢？
好矛盾。。。
不过，我坚信我对他的感觉没有改变过，
我还是那么的信任他，
服从他，
保护他。。。

希望看到此帖者可以给我一些意见。。。
在此谢过各位！

Math...y cant i concentrate ???

During math period is normally the time i am the most active...
but nowadays, when math time came...
I feel so sleepy.
Who can help me?
I dont plan to miss anything...
T.T

Opps....my secret broke...charm...

Alamak...
my mum found out my secret ady...
hope she dont get angry once she found out how fantastic is the product r...
really hope that will happen..
but before that...
I need to find more people to help me to distribute this product...

幸福

幸福究竟是什么？？
我给不到自己一个很满意的答案，
但我却感觉到幸福！
因为有了他，
我的生命变得有动力，
有目标。。。
但是，他却从来不理会我。
我总是在他的背后默默的帮助他，
鼓励他，
安慰他，
甚至祝福他。。。
因为对我而言，
只要可以待在他的身边我就非常的幸福了。。。

A day with lots of decision...

Haiz...
today got lots of thing need to plan le...
is only about my study...
it is really confused le...
should I take form 6 or A-level or straight I take psychology course in college???
if I pick form 6,
then I can apply for government university;
but if I pick A-level,
then I no need to study for PA...
that is such a horrible paper...
but the disadvantage is I can't apply for government university;
what if I straight away pick the course I want??
If I do so,
what if I change my idea in the half way??
Haiz...
it really makes my head explode....